Looking for a man to enjoy life,laugh,talk and respect eitchother.

Im a 48 year old wonan who lives in the North of holland. I have 3 sons from 25,18 and 8. The youngest is multiple disabilitys and take alot of care. Im pretty much homebound. ..i complete understand that man checking out by this informatie.i understand. I still domt give up hope that there is a MAN who wil embrasse the challenges i have to deal 24/7. And see mee for who is am. Mij ex left after 23 years fighting for this relation ship...but after so many years thy to understand the culture and religion...he said im still not good enough.that was like a stabe in my heart..after 23 years ofhaving no birthday pressents,no love letter ,no buying clothes and doing everything for him.try to get closer to you family and learning from then the culture and religion he said you dont need a Facebook page .you dont have friends,nobody likes you.. Now im slowly getting baxk kn my feet..its gonna take a lot of therapie and there wil a languit afainst the verbale,emotional,financiële. An fysical abuose Bit first ge have to go ive money for the house....and then i wil go to court to prossucute him for the othe damage It wil be allright....takes time